From the recording re-Render me: Long Story Edition
This one, while just a skit track, is special to me because in a way, I co-wrote it with the real Jeff, posthumously. Parts of it are taken and slightly modified from his suicide note
Lyrics
You bastard, she was my kindred spirit
The only one who could really connect with someone like me
She was a good friend
It's really as though this isn't something I want to do
But something I have to do
Try not to see this as the end
Try to understand
My entire life I've been an exile from the human race
This is the final step in that process
I used to get some smug satisfaction from life
But even that has been overtaken
By an overwhelming sense of apathy
Or is it.. underwhelming?
The only reason to live is to have fun
But what if nothing is fun anymore?
It's impossible now to sustain any feeling
Much less a positive one
I wish I could breeze through life but I can't
The only reason I get up each day is habit
A program now, but only different in name
It would be okay if not for my wasted potential
My want to change the world for the better
How can one man make a significant difference on anything?
It's pointless
That's why I've leveled my sights on you
This Mechanical Outlaw will make a difference